At Dark, I Become Loathsome

“Where some might be too afraid to peer into the brutality of their characters, the wreckage of their psychological wounds, Eric LaRocca is fearless and masterfully mines the darkest recesses of the human soul in search of empathy. At Dark, I Become Loathsome is a story about loneliness and belonging, ritual and friendship that proves to be LaRocca’s most personal and intimate story yet.” Michael J. Seidlinger, author of Anybody Home? and The Body Harvest

“With At Dark, I Become Loathsome, Eric LaRocca fully takes his place in the hallowed halls alongside predecessors like Clive Barker and David J. Schow. An utterly relentless, terrifying, and masterful work by one of the genre’s best new authors.” Brian Keene, author of The Rising

“Some novels give you nightmares, while others give you scars. With At Dark, I Become Loathsome, LaRocca delivers both without mercy. Full of human darkness, screaming with broken humanity … you may not be ready for this book. But it’s waiting for you. Nobody gets under my skin like Eric LaRocca. At Dark, I Become Loathsome is a book you cannot unread.” Christopher Golden, New York Times bestselling author of The House of Last Resort and Road of Bones

“A haunting and visceral exploration of identity, guilt, and the body, all wrapped in the author’s signature blend of horror and emotional rawness…For readers who appreciate horror that pushes the envelope and forces them to confront uncomfortable truths, At Dark, I Become Loathsome is an essential work.” Horror World

“LaRocca is a talent among horror authors with an uncompromising and no-holds-barred approach to telling horrifying stories…This is a love letter to those deep horror fans…The combination of complex characters, innovative storytelling, and viscerally upsetting narrative, this book is sure to appease those horror fans looking for something new to start 2025.”  Capes & Tights

“With LaRocca’s latest, he plunges the depths of depravity and transgressive fiction with a nightmarish tale readers will never forget.”  This Is Horror

“At Dark, I Become Loathsome is a genuinely disturbing matryoshka doll of a novel that honors the tie-binding grief and our darkest impulses. This is LaRocca’s best book yet.” Paul Tremblay, bestselling author of Horror Movie

“At Dark, I Become Loathsome continues to prove that LaRocca is a master navigator of the beautiful and the grotesque, plumbing the darkest, maddest depths of the human heart and retrieving from within all the grief and all the guilt the heart can hold. If there is a greatest strength here—in a book full of them—it is that LaRocca writes with an unswerving attention to the empathy of his characters, caring about them, even when they are, as the title suggests, loathsome.” Chuck Wendig, author of The Book of Accidents and Black River Orchard

“LaRocca presents his most accessible book yet—a stunning, immersive, and relatable tale about the unbearable anguish of grief.” Library Journal (starred review)

“Brutal, breathtaking, and beautifully written, At Dark, I Become Loathsome is Eric LaRocca at his best. It broke my heart and put it back together again, leaving jagged little scars. LaRocca is a master at peeling back the layers and showing us true darkness and depravity, the loathsome monster hiding inside us all. I applaud him for his bravery, and you, dear reader, for yours.” Jennifer McMahon, New York Times bestselling author of The Winter People and My Darling Girl 

“When people think of transgressive literature, they all too often think of it as an assault on the reader: external, aggressive, alienating. What makes LaRocca’s work so effective is not only how transgressive it is but how humane it is. These are not transgressions you can stand outside of. Instead, because of his skill reeling us into close proximity with the characters, the transgressions feel intimate, almost as if we were in the process of committing them ourselves. Which makes them all the more relatable, and all the more alarming.” Brian Evenson, author of Last Days and Song for the Unraveling of the World

“With scalpel-sharp prose and an imagination bleak as a starless night sky, Eric LaRocca is the reigning king of uncompromising, decadent horror.” Tim Waggoner, author of Lord of the Feast

“LaRocca’s most unsparing book yet. At Dark, I Become Loathsome is a rich mosaic of alienation and loss that’s as tender as it is compelling and ultimately appalling. Eric LaRocca is just so very seductive when it comes to digging graves we’ll eagerly throw ourselves into.” Nat Cassidy, author of Nestlings and Mary: An Awakening of Terror

“LaRocca is a singular author, and this is a strong, ambitious, intentionally disturbing book filled with lyrical prose, stories within stories, and the title phrase repeated like a mantra.” Booklist

“At Dark, I Become Loathsome is unsettling, dark, and horrific, creating an increasing sense of unease with the reader as you turn each page. Caging the reader in with less and less room to breathe. LaRocca uses horror to evoke intense emotions that include empathy, understanding, and fear.” The Best Thriller Books

“LaRocca skillfully uses the unsettling stories that fascinate Ashley to drive home the ugly burden of guilt he feels over his son’s fate and his own sexuality. As Ashley careens out of control, readers will be breathless and on the edge of their seats, waiting to find out whether the truth will set him free.” Shelf Awareness